Madeline, just do it. Okay...I've been wanting this for a long time. It's a desire in me.
Enter, the reistence monster. "Racula". I named it Racula. The reason for this is because when we give that emotion of feeling a name, we can address it. Make sense?
Resitence often follows some of my greatest ideas and over the past some of them have evaported into the ether. It's too bad because those ideas will then be executed by another human. It's just the way it is.
Okay, so we aren't going to get into that too deeply here but I will tell you that when we name our fears and emotions they are brought to our level, in the human mind and we become aware that they are, in fact, not bigger than us. Simple, right?
It works and I do this. Almost immediately it becomes funny - well you know me, I'm always looking for a laugh, I am immediately put into a different frame of mind.
Now it's in a smaller form and I can look at it as the powerful Human that I know I am. It will never stop happening. I go to pick up a drawing pad or create a program, put an article together and just before that, and while the idea is burning in my head, RACULA RESISTENCE.
Racula, you are a pain in my butt. I have to go now and leave you here. Sound silly? Well that's it. It's silly. Right. Face that resistence.
Suggested Reading: "The War of Art" by Steven Pressfield.
ART LICENSING FROM my PERSPECTIVE